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  • Is there actually no Martha in the Gospel of John?

    After obtaining an online translated transcription of Papyrus 66, the oldest copy of the Gospel of John, Schrader discovered that the name Mary had been crossed out twice. The first time “Mary” was changed to say “Martha,” and the second… Continue reading

    Is there actually no Martha in the Gospel of John?
  • Fallen — Forlorn — Forsaken

    As I approach my 55th birthday this weekend, I really cannot tell if I am getting depressed or just bored in my situation. So much feels like “going through the motions.” After 25 years wandering along the margins of academia,… Continue reading

    Fallen — Forlorn — Forsaken
  • Spiders fly hundreads of miles on earth’s electric field

    Every day, around 40,000 thunderstorms crackle around the world, collectively turning Earth’s atmosphere into a giant electrical circuit. The upper reaches of the atmosphere have a positive charge, and the planet’s surface has a negative one… Ballooning spiders operate within… Continue reading

    Spiders fly hundreads of miles on earth’s electric field
  • Relentlessly and randomly curious

    When you’re curious about something, you’re pulled off in multiple directions. Your eye can be snagged by some seemingly inconsequential dimension. ~ Tyson Lewis Continue reading

    Relentlessly and randomly curious
  • Grateful emptiness

    Babies loudly screaming—so much substance!Youth intensely playing —missing no substanceAdults quietly plotting—obsessed with substance.Elders silently waiting—all substance gone.Grateful emptiness—how much longer? 04 September 2019Willow Springs Rehabilitation CenterAbilene, TX Continue reading

    Grateful emptiness
  • Arriving by assistance of the Whole

    Most who brag of being self-made—to the point of believing their own rhetoric—sooner or later will find themselves self-unmade. Yet even in this, they will become an unmaking alongside all those of whom they took advantage in Violent Struggle. Continue reading

    Arriving by assistance of the Whole
  • Finding a Way: Faith in Times of Crisis

    “Philosophy is the faith which unifies man.”   —Richard M. Owsley[1] For the entirety of my life in Bible Belt Texas, I have encountered both religionists and atheists who interpret “faith” as an irrational action: a totally emotive, rationally groundless hope… Continue reading

    Finding a Way: Faith in Times of Crisis
  • KEY 0: Fool’s dissertate where angels fear to leap

    I am never without a tarot pack wherever I go. I do not read them for others much anymore, but I take them out to just play with them and see what can be seen. When I need to clear… Continue reading

    KEY 0: Fool’s dissertate where angels fear to leap
  • Protected: A braggart unmakes themself

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    Protected: A braggart unmakes themself
  • Dearest Molly

    In 18th and early-19th-century Britain, a “molly” was a commonly used term for men who today might identify as gay, bisexual or queer. Sometimes, this was a slur; sometimes, a more generally used noun, likely coming from mollis, the Latin for… Continue reading